Reflecting on my journey so far, one thing I've been continually striving to get better at is shifting my focus from the outcome to the process. Often, the weight of achieving certain outcomes could be so daunting it makes getting out of bed a struggle. Of course, it's necessary to have a specific, vivid image of the future that I'm building towards, but getting obsessed with reaching there at a particular time - well, that's a trap I've learned to avoid.
After all, time isn't in my hands, it's in God's. All I can do is be diligent and do my best every day. This is what I mean when I say I try to focus on the right process over the outcome. The key is to consistently put in the work in the best way I know how. And when I stumble, when I make a mistake or encounter a failure, I revise that process, learning what works and what doesn't.
This approach requires a constant cycle of experimentation and a humble acceptance of whatever comes with it. I'm mindful to appreciate the talents I've been blessed with and use them to achieve the highest good possible. This is all anyone can ask for, and it's certainly all that God asks of me: to do my best.
There's something profound that happens when you faithfully adhere to the process. More often than not, you realize that the end goal you initially sought wasn't the right one. But by doing your best for what you believe are the best ends, you will find yourself in a place where you truly understand what the best process and ends actually are.
To me, the process looks something like this: doing what feels most meaningful towards building a more flourishing, fun-filled future for all. This could mean working on various projects, doing whatever it takes to keep the ball moving forward, inch by inch. And part of this process is learning patience - often I find myself waiting for others to catch up after I've made my move. But I understand that overcoming this bias is a part of my growth.
An essential aspect of my process is lending a hand to people who are righteous. Marcus Noel is one such person, and I've been investing my efforts to bring many of his visions to reality. We need each other to realize our potential in this world.
Naturally, there are other parts to the process. Taking care of my well-being, staying mentally clear and spiritually attuned is paramount. It's equally important to nurture my relationships, to be good to my family, and strive to be a good son. It's about being an obedient servant to the most high God.
When I follow this process faithfully, I don't feel guilt. Instead, I experience an immense sense of flow. And honestly, what more could I want?